Thursday, May 24, 2012

Inexperience

There comes a time when you will get to experience something new and show your inexperience. Just recently I went to a music school to teach violin. The first week of class was disastrous as I did not know what to do. I was given the task to teach students who are preparing to go for their exams in a few months time, in addition to that, I have to handle 2 5 years old kids.

During the first day of work, I went to meet the previous violin teacher who was supposed to hand over his student. Apparently he kept questioning me in front of his students. He vented his unhappiness towards me as the principal wanted him to leave right away. This has left me super clueless and irritated with how the principal solve this problem.

 In my previous perception, my violin teacher told me how good being a violin teacher was. He said I do not have to deal with too much social problems, the people I have to deal with are the parents and students. However it happened that I have to deal with the school staffs and impolitely the poor management after the violin teacher left.

Of course I know where I stand at this point of time. I am somebody who is lacking of experience and this school has given me the opportunity. From then on, I learn to endure. However endurance will be used up one day.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Music school that cheats money

The money cheater incident actually should have ended already but I am just unhappy with that cheat money teacher. If somebody can help me get my money back I would be more than happy. Towards the end of last month that teacher MSG me to arrange a class and apparently I have something on so I cancelled it. Then on he did not contact me anymore. He still owe me 12 hours and 15 mins but I don't feel like going for class. I don't have the time too because I am super busy.

If I don't get the money back, I feel I just throw my money into a deep sea? I feel like asking an authority to help out but how can I do it?

This is something to do with integrity and moral values. Apparently he has none. I have to emphasis again this people's park complex music school is just sucking my money. I am going to ask around how to solve this problem and hopefully somebody can help me.

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Dream Jobs

When I was studying in kindergarten, my teacher asked us what kind of job I wanted to do. I did not really understand what she said and I copied what my classmate wrote... Which is a nurse.

As I grew older, at the age of 10, I started to really think about what I wanted to do in the future. Apparently I had 2 choices, one was to be an interior designer and my second choice was to become a teacher.

My dad works as an interior designer so like some kids, I wanted to grow up to be like my dad. So interior designer was one of my choices.

In addition to that, when I was younger, I used to be always lonely at home and the boys at home did not really liked mixing with me, the only girl. So when I went up to my brother and cousins and volunteered to teach them, at least I had an opportunity to talk to them. This motivated me to become a teacher when I grew older.

However my dream careers started to shift when I entered Secondary school. I realized my results are too lousy to become a teacher so I gave this dream up. I continued to study design and technology in secondary 3 to plan to become an interior designer in the future. I also started to have another dream career, I wanted to become a musician. However I realized that my piano and violin skills are seriously lacking behind as compared to my friends. Even if I want to become a musician, I believed that I could only dream about it.

I carried on and studied architecture in the hopes of my father though I wanted to apply for the interior designer. He kept telling me that interior design is not as good as architecture so I chose architecture as my first choice and entered into that course.

However I don't like this course that I studied so after I graduate last year, I decided to work as an interior design course. I have to admit that I love that job but I don't want to become a duplicate of my dad. It is seriously very pressurizing to have my dad's shadow following me everywhere.

I gave up that job and continue to pursue music. Never did I expected that I would enroll into Lasalle! Oh my god! Something that I always leave it in my dreams actually became a reality.

Currently because I needed to earn some school fees so I went to become a violin teacher. So unexpected that I became a teacher myself.

Life is seriously full of surprises. Jobs that I wanted to do when I was young actually all came true! But I left with one goal that I had not achieved.

I wanted to become a successful composer! Hopefully one day I could sell my song.

I finally have a lifelong career that I wanted. I wanted to be a musician till the day I leave this world.

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